A life-long learner
Tuesday, June 28th, 2005When asked who she was, she was always in doubt. When asked what she was here for, she was never convinced. Still, what she likes feeling is certainty. It worries her to carry a confused mind. God gave us free will not to choose the ill. Life itself teaches us to live. And learning is her lifetime mission. She finds lessons in every story, insights in every song, perception in every mind. Although she is aware that her lifetime is not enough to learn everything there is to learn, she believes that she can learn enough to live. Basically, she lives to learn and learns to live.
She tries to be your torch when thick clouds hide the sun. She offers when you feel deprived. She is a helper who often overdoes providing. She shares endless journal on life, love and laughs. Most importantly, she is a buddy to herself. She never finds herself with no one because she has a friend in her. Akin to what she is to everyone else, she comforts herself when she is brought to tears. But she is not a loner for she finds a friend in her mom, her dad, her sister, her aunt, and apparently her peers.
Appreciative about a lot of things, she sends herself away from melancholy. But it’s foolish to say that she never gets lonely because she does. She always does. But like what she always says, “It’s all in the mind.” Why choose to be miserable when you can be happy? Life is never a life when you never had problems.
She always looks at things way deep. Examining everything that has happened and how it relates to the present one. As you may guess, she often thinks things over exaggeratedly.
She has not yet learned to say the two-letter word no. But she’s still trying. She ought to unlearn hasty trusting on everyone. She must learn not to expect anything from anyone if she is to avoid disappointment. Men will always behave the way they want and no one can manipulate them. The Almighty provided them two paths—the one leads to Him and the other one leads somewhere else.
“Who is she,” you ask? She is I.
